SO WHAT?!

after all these years...

i never get tired....

why would i?

guess they will never understand why...

should i care?

i have given up controlling what i feel...

it doesn't make me any happy...

now im just taking the risk

giving without receiving...and becoming happy out of it....no matter how ridiculous it may seem to be.

i won't care if this will cause me pain...again

i've been there so many times...and i've manage to get up...why should i be afraid now?

there's no learning...there's no rationalizing of things...

because at the end of the day...it is not your reason that shall prevail...

IT IS WHAT YOU FEEL...

and i don't want to live a life full of "what if" 

for once...

i just wanna be true to myself...