Admit it! We all get nutty when it comes to it once in our life. A lot of times what we say contradicts what we do. We become oblivious to foresee things that could make us falter down our knees and beg for the things we know would never even happen at all. We cling on with the illusion or fantasy that we have built ourselves.  We deny and we pretend just to cover up the misery but at the end of the day we cry our eyes out for desolation. We have experienced trying to heal the wounds which seem to only get worse every time we do so. We resort to isolation but seem to never even find ourselves. There are times when we thought we have gotten back but thought later that we are wrong. 

…But nevertheless, we get up whatever it costs us…we get back….we hope….we risk….and we try again.  That is what we are…that is what it is…. No matter how much we try to rationalize things we find no answers not even a clue.  No matter how much we try to control our feelings we end up giving in to it forgetting the reason…just being with the moment. 

That how it is…

We can only describe it….

…but can never explain why.