i believe that God has the best position to teach someone what the word HUMILITY means...

caught in between

i am in between of wanting to leave and not wanting it...
my cuz says "if you can't take the heat of the kitchen...get out from the kitchen." which is quite rational and uncomplicated...
but iam fixated in one point!
sometimes i question myself if time has changed what i value most...or has it changed me completely?
oneday i have a decision..the next day i totally decided otherwise.
what the hell is eating me?!
...if I would only consider myself...i could have been impulsive in the first instance.
but i don't live only for myself...there are others i have to consider...
both my mind and heart are saying to choose happiness...
now, i have no right to complain...considering i choose the other way.
i am stuck!
but until when?.....

BAD weather

I'm having cold and fever today as the weather is bad and the rain is heavy...
ahhhhh....i just hope there won't be a bad weather in the office (huh????) tomorrow.
it has been raining since May in the office....it's like a mean and big storm has hit us badly...
but i hope we'll all get by.
I believe that God has His promise...soon this storm shall pass and we will see rainbow...