Grass

I guess the problem is within me...
or may be i'm just being true to what I feel...
I can not put a word in an empty mouth...same thing that I can not pretend that i feel something...just to fill up whatever is there that is needed to be filled.
I just don't see it in his eyes...
I've seen it once...and i haven't seen it after...
it's just there...
irreplaceable.
if i force myself to see it in some other's eyes...i know i will just fail myself.
...so i must stop.
there are things that can never be forced to happen...
the most beautiful things in life...are sometimes the things that happen for unexplainable reason...
and there lies the mystery...