CATCHING UP WITH A MUSHROOM

She's left behind
amidst the chaos
she's left behind
clueless of what it seem
clueless of what could have been
clueless of what really is it...
coward to ask..."what was it?"
trying to pretend "okay"
replacing the words
diverting thoughts
faking emotions...
laughing at her foolishness
disappointed to the possible loss
convincing herself not to get mad
trying hard to be in control...

but end up clueless..still.