face to face (part 2)

I have just read my previous entry "face to face"...
chills crawling down my spines today...as tomorrow I shall meet him face to face..
the bad thing is !!!!! I am not prepared!-YET!
I am now anxious....
thinking how could I squeeze time...
If only I could freeze it for a moment...then I'll take advantage!
I better read till I finish the whole thing later... "no sleeping!" that's a bitter consequence!